Everything is happening all at once!

He just opened the door to my life

The government decrease their level of tertiary funding so now my university fees have quadrupled and I am not sure if I will be able to go back this semester. I have a week to figure something out and the desperation is leading me down paths I do not want to talk. Nothing illegal, though I have thought about it. Just very immoral, even for me. Sigh.

I’ve also gained weight. I am unsure where it came from though. I think I put it on when I had a short stint in the gym this year, but who knows. After drinking and eating myself to my now personal record of 166.8 lbs I am now trying to get back into my regular exercise.

My back is hurting me again. Don’t know the reason this time. It’s also in a different area. I jumped on the workout bandwagon the other night and couldn’t do eight push ups before I had to stop because of the discomfort. Since Monday I have been doing yoga before some light exercises. I think it is working. Slowly (very, almost infinitesimally), but surely.

My love life is imploding. Earlier this year I managed to get almost all the complications down to a minimum. A few months ago it all ballooned. Now I am as in much a mess as I ever was. Maybe more. ¡Ay, caramba!

My sleep cycle is completely shot. Regularly going to sleep later than ever before and while I am getting the same hours as I always have, about 6 hrs give or take a half hour, I am not feeling as refreshed.

I miss her like crazy. The lovesick isn’t as bad as last year but she is in my head often enough to annoy me.

One good thing I have managed to do is consistently keep up with my Italian on the Duolingo site. I am happy about that.

Now to go to sleep and think on today’s crazy events. Lord help me.

Hope life is going better for everyone else!

Ciao.

But I don’t wanna!

I am a member of one of the political party branches for my constituency and today my branch is putting on a workshop about cancer. And the president just informed me that I will be doing the vote of thanks.

But why?!? I have said often enough I don’t like talking that much so why does she keep insisting that I do? Stupse. Sigh.

Perhaps if I mention it here…

Hiho. My name is Dre and I am a procrastinator. Right now I should be studying for a test I have tomorrow but I am just meandering down the information highway with no sense of direction. So I thought I would pop in and talk about it in the hopes that it would somehow get me going.

As a side note my neck is still fine and I have increased the volume in my workouts as of this week. Goal for this month is to handstand for 30 seconds. Currently, I can get off a second or three? But, that is more luck than strength. I am actively working towards that now. Maybe having short term goals that are more than just being able to do more push ups will keep me from falling off the wagon. Anywhoo…

Getting back (get it?) into it.

Off to do some work!